I am being rash, and I'm being selfish. Barging my way through without caring about anything or anybody. Oh how I must look to all the others! How they must gossip and whisper and wonder, how is this all going to end? I've always done pretty much what I liked, and I've always thought that everyone, myself included, is perfectly entitled to pursue happiness with all their might. But this isn't just about me, it's not just my happiness that is at stake here. So I'm going to take my foot off the pedal a bit, and wait for a sign. If this is as far as I can go, then I'm just going be thankful for what I have. If there's some more road to travel, then I hope I've got what it takes to go all the way.
