The Human Instrumentality Project

Friday, March 28, 2008

Linkin Park Bleed It Out Lyrics

[Mike Shinoda]

Here we go for the hundredth time,
Hand grenade pins in every line,
Throw 'em up and let something shine.
Going out of my fucking mind.
Filthy mouth, no excuse.
Find a new place to hang this noose.
String me up from atop these roofs.
Knot it tight so I won't get loose.
Truth is you can stop and stare,
Bled myself out and no one cares.
Dug a trench out, laid down there
With a shovel up out of reach somewhere.
Yeah someone pour it in,
Make it a dirt dance floor again.
Say your prayers and stomp it out,
When they bring that chorus in.

[Chester Bennington]

I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away.

[Mike Shinoda]

I bleed it out.
Go, stop the show.
Choppy words and a sloppy flow.
Shotgun opera, lock and load,
Cock it back and then watch it go.
Mama help me, I've been cursed,
Death is rolling in every verse.
Candy paint on his brand new hearse.
Can't contain him, he knows he works.
Fuck this hurts, I won't lie.
Doesn't matter how hard I try.

Half the words don't mean a thing,
And I know that I won't be satisfied.
So why, try ignoring him.
Make it a dirt dance floor again.
Say your prayers and stomp it out,
When they bring that chorus in.

[Chester Bennington]

I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away.

I bleed it out.
I've opened up these scars,
I'll make you face this.
I pulled myself so far,
I'll make you face this now.

I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away.

I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away.
I bleed it out,
Digging deeper just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away,
Just to throw it away.

I bleed it out.
I bleed it out.
I bleed it out.



Thursday, March 27, 2008

280706 - 250308

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

78 words


Nothing like a good prank in the morning to make one feel refreshed. Still, no more, thanks, I'm late enough for classes as it is.

P.S. The gals are gonna get it from us.. Not that they don't already expect to.

Monday, March 24, 2008


      -- 射雕英雄传

Yesterday we sent my uncle on his final journey. He lived a good life: a dutiful wife, 3 filial children, and 3 adorable grandkids. He had been ailing for the past couple of years already, so it came as no surprise when his condition took a turn for the worse last week. Going away is a release from the agony his body had been giving him. But my heart aches for all those he left behind, who now have to face life without him. It hit my parents hard too: my uncle doted on my mum, who's almost 20 years younger, and my dad used to hang out a lot with him.

Then last night, my granddaughter told me that she's found out her boyfriend was two-timing her. She's being very brave about it, and I hope she gets over it soon.

So yeah, I've seen a fair amount of tragedy over the weekend.

But it really scares me that my uncle has "broken the trump". My parents' generation has now reached the age when they will begin to pass on, one by one. And I fret that I will not have enough time to be filial to my parents, to let them enjoy life and all the things they've wanted to but never could, because of money or time constraint or because of us kids. But right now I can barely take care of myself, how will I take care of them?

I need to grow stronger. I'm not ready to take care of anybody yet. And I guess, this quest I must undertake alone. I thought I could find someone whom I can lean against, and who can lean against me also. But I can't and shouldn't wait, or hope. I must figure it out by myself.

Friday, March 21, 2008

Brave faces, people. Now I understand why 曹操 would say “宁可我负天下人,也不要天下人负我。”

Everyone is fragile lor, it's just how we deal with it that defines who we are.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

I'm not normally a religious man, but if you're up there, save me, Superman!

-- Homer Simpson

Because I'm late for Jap class.

Discardia, taken from Lifehacker. An interesting concept:
Discardia is celebrated by getting rid of stuff and ideas you no longer need. It's about letting go, abdicating from obligation and guilt, being true to the self you are now. Discardia is the time to get rid of things that no longer add value to your life, shed bad habits, let go of emotional baggage and generally lighten your load.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008


Tuesday, March 18, 2008

I take back everything I said, about there being something wrong with Block A. After the supper lorries and last night's movie night, it's obvious that the block is still going strong, and S is on top of it all. The real problem is going to come next year, when my seniors have all left, and the juniors are leaving, one after another, for SEP and probably not coming back after that.

I'm not going to take back anything I said about something else, though. Because I held on for as long as I could, for long after I should have given it up. It was only when I've been given the ultimate rejection, when someone has taken the place that I'm hoping to fill, that I've decided to stop. I'm no longer necessary. Come to think of it, I've never been necessary, there was never anything I could help with. So, unlike Statement A above, Statement B was made in the light of strong circumstantial evidence. Not that it matters to anyone but myself. If the people connected with Statement B wanted to do anything about it, they had more than ample time and chances to do something. Instead I was left to sort it out myself, and it would have taken more than myself to come to any other conclusion.

I'm confusing people here, I know. Everyone just ignore it please. I'm merely blowing off steam... which I hope Windz has found another outlet for, too.

Friday, March 14, 2008

Norwegian Recycling. Really good stuff. They mix songs to excellent effect. Give them a try when you have the time.

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Short excerpt from a startlingly accurate personal astrological report.

Venus in Virgo

Venus in Virgo people are not the flirtatious sort. Instead, their appeal lies in their dedication, their willingness to work on the relationship, and to make the relationship work in real terms. Unlike Venus in Leo, they won't try to impress you with grand gifts or promises. Their gifts are less showy, but perhaps far more generous -- gifts of devotion and attention to details about you. Venus in Virgo men and women quietly (and often slowly) make their way into your heart. They are quite sensitive in love -- even insecure -- and this reserved, loner-like quality is part of their appeal. They prefer to play it safe in their relationships, and they need to be confident that you like them before they make a move. They are great listeners and they make it a habit to observe and learn all of your ins and outs. Their love can be of the Kindergarten variety -- they show they care by nagging or criticizing. Remember, though, that they are not trying to hurt you when they are pointing out the flaws in your thinking, plans, or even character. They truly are trying to help! Venus in Virgo is attracted to nondescript people who have largely gone unnoticed. Show-offs and know-it-alls turn them off.

Pleasing Venus in Virgo involves showing you appreciate them for all the little things they do -- and they do a lot. The problem is, they do these things so quietly that you may not always notice or credit them for all these kind gestures. They do need some space (after all, they're generally quite busy making everything work), so give it to them. Be genuine, not ostentatious. They are really not difficult to please after you have taken care of these basic needs. Avoid pushing your friends or family on them too fast -- remember they are a little shy. They aim to please, and are easily intimidated by your experiences. Let them know how much you value them, and they will reward you with devotion and a charming willingness to talk things out.

Short description:

He is very devoted, does not show emotions: he and doesn't always let himself go, either through fear of ridicule or through fear of not being loved in return as much as he loves. He is therefore sometimes too undemonstrative. May give off the sense that his love is not for free. Caring but worries that he is not exciting enough. Careful with money.

Get your own here

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Just for fun, I'm publishing this post using Google Docs, instead of Blogger. Cool!

Tuesday, March 11, 2008


作词:周杰伦 作曲:周杰伦

哪里有彩虹告诉我 能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静 所有的云都跑到我这里

※有没有口罩一个给我 释怀说了太多就成真不了
 也许时间是一种解药 也是我现在正服下的毒药

#看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着 你的声音这么近我却抱不到
 没有地球 太阳还是会绕 没有理由 我也能自己走

*你要离开 我知道很简单 你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
 就算放开 但能不能别没收我的爱 当作我最后才明白

Repeat ※,#,*

看不见你的笑 要我怎么睡的着 你的声音这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕会绕 没有理由我也能自己走掉
也许时间是一种解药解药 也是我现在正服下的毒药


You can buy it here!

My self-imposed silence is up. I have seen and heard enough, and I know now what must be done.

Monday, March 10, 2008

Thanks misty for this article, hope you don't mind me borrowing it.

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

On the bright side: It'll only be 2 days.
On the dark side: There's only 2 days!!!!!!!



Saturday, March 01, 2008

Interview: The Making of Dwarf Fortress

Of interest particularly to programmers and gamers.

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