I guess, on the whole, today was pretty ok. However way too many small things went wrong such that I'm left with a profound sense of dissatisfaction with myself and the way things have gone today. Somehow I'm falling into my old pattern stumbling through life without paying any attention to what's happening around me, and all too soon I know I'm going to confronted by something bad that I should have long ago seen coming and avoided.
Sadly awareness of problem != awareness of how to solve it.
