It's been a while since I last put anything here. I've been just drifting along, trying not to think too much about anything at all, other than work. Life like this is good, I guess. Just living simply from day to day. But it also means that I'm not moving forward at all. Well, maybe when work stops being so tiring..
I guess, on the whole, today was pretty ok. However way too many small things went wrong such that I'm left with a profound sense of dissatisfaction with myself and the way things have gone today. Somehow I'm falling into my old pattern stumbling through life without paying any attention to what's happening around me, and all too soon I know I'm going to confronted by something bad that I should have long ago seen coming and avoided.
Sadly awareness of problem != awareness of how to solve it.
