Suddenly I wonder how I rate as a friend. What is the value of having me as a friend? Do I listen to your problems? Do I cheer you up? Do I offer wise advice? Do I show care and concern?
Admittedly I haven't been paying much attention to my friends. Like, since forever. I don't initiate meetups, I don't talk to them (not even on MSN nowadays), I barely know what they're up to. And recently I've become somewhat unfriendly even, always wanting to go home early, complaining about how much we're spending..
It's time for some self-reflection. I'll be thinking about it over this week.