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Monday, July 14, 2008 Despite my complaints about staying at home for the next academic year, and the tremendous time it takes to travel to and from school, what nobody realises is that it was a conscious decision on my part to to stay at home. Not because I didn't have enough CCA points or because I am going to be a phantom anyway and waste a space or because of any of the million other reasons I come up with to explain it. SB wanted me to stay, and promised me a room of my choice. I could have gone in via at least 3 methods, for sure, despite having no CCA points at all. However the realisation I had, and that was driven home squarely on Friday, is that if I stay in school for the next academic year, I will be terribly terribly lonely. And to make things worse, there are some really nice people in hall who will go out of their way to make me feel less lonely, and I'll hate myself for needing help and inconveniencing people like that. I want Sheares Hall to forever be a place I remember with fondness, for all the fun and laughter I had there. If I leave now, that's what it will be. If I stubbornly linger, who knows what, then. It's hard for people to understand, I guess, just as it was hard for me to understand when the good friends I made there left one by one. But it can't be helped, if people think worse of me because of this.
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