Tuesday, January 08, 2008
潇洒，不是一个我会用来形容自己的字眼。一直以来我对任何事情都看得很重，都要求尽善尽美。可能因为小时候，大家都对我有很大的寄望吧。进了高才班，入了名校，将来定要飞黄腾达，为孔家争光。背负着这么大的期望，把我也变成了完美主义者，要自己所做的一切都十全十美。若办不到，就索性不做。所以中一到中三的学业，一直以来都让父母和老师们担心。既然考不到最好的成绩，何须费劲呢？
尽善尽美，是不允许失败的。若要避免失败，就要索取百分之百的把握。凡是没有十全把握的勾当，都不要去碰。这成了我待人处世之道。但是这世界上，哪有一百八仙这回事的？或许因为如此，我就平日紧紧张张的，两手心直冒汗。
在伦敦那段日子，真的活得逍遥自在。时间不是问题。任何其他东西也都不是问题，天要是真的塌了下来，有E来顶。;-) 所以除了驾车的时候之外，手心根本没有流到多少汗。或许当时的我，才给C留下了“潇洒”的印象吧。
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