It's frustrating, because I could have done so much better. What I've gotten is not an accurate reflection of my capabilities. It is yet another demonstration of what happens when I let my emotions get the better of me; when I lose discipline and focus; when I neglect to do what has to be done.
And I'm sorry to my teammates, because most of us didn't deserve that awful grade we got, and for such an important module, too! Though everyone made mistakes, I didn't have to too.
While I do not regret the paths I've chosen, I do regret the way I've walked them. I didn't walk fast enough, hard enough, such that when judgement came I was found wanting, the distance I've travelled lacking.
..Is that the case with everything else I've done?
