Today's Calvin and Hobbes is nice as well (once again courtesy of www.gocomics.com)
For the past week or so I've been using a plugin that starts my music player in the morning automatically. I made a playlist containing upbeat and cheery songs and they wake me up in the morning. It's improved my moods and behavior quite a bit =) You might want to give it a try.
Beneath it all I guess I'm just not ready yet. I don't know how to care for somebody besides myself. I'm not the finished article yet (will I ever be?). I enjoy my current life, carefree and without worries - rather, with enough worries already. Anyway, as I said during a supper some time ago, this ain't the kind of thing one can seek; looking for it will only make it easier to miss. So let me spend my effort on things that will actually show returns, like my friends, my family, my schoolwork, rather than think endlessly about a question that has no answer. =)
