This was originally one big negative post, then I deleted it. Because my original intention for posting was to bring some cheer to myself, and hopefully others as well, but I ended up thinking about all my troubles and.. yikes.
So I'll just permit myself one sentence: I'm scared, really scared that everything will turn into a nightmare, that the paths I chose thinking it was the best for everyone will turn out to only bring more pain and suffering and be WRONG, and the really horrifying thing is that I seem to have made that mistake not once but MANY MANY times, and the brutal truth is revealed to me all at once, and I will, most definitely, be unable to take it.
Ok, I cheated a bit there, that was one heck of a sentence. Well, I highly recommend everyone to go watch School Rumble. It is a light-hearted romantic comedy anime that will definitely make you laugh and temporarily forget your troubles. And I'll stop here before my negativity takes over again. =P
