So much has happened over the past week that's worth blogging about, that I don't know where to start. My mind has been cluttered and I've never had a chance to sort out everything inside. Everywhere I look it's duties and obligations and responsibilities, and it's come to the point where I can't tell the difference between what I want to do and what I have to do: Do I go for training because I want to or because I have to? Do I go home because I want to or because I have to (before they stop regarding me as family ;P)?
And the whole level is so empty, my 2 neighbours are always out and about, busy with their own stuff, so every day when I get back I just coop myself in the room and play online jigsaw + M2TW. Which makes me feel very sian such that when I do meet people I don't even feel like conversing beyond "Hi" and "Bye". If this is the way it's gonna be for the rest of the holidays then I should have gone home.
Ok now everything is falling into place inside my head.. But I don't want to write such a long entry that not even I will read it..
