Thursday, August 31, 2006 Scrap my previous comments about adapting well to school, once tutorials start it is a different story altogether. 3 months living at home seems to have softened me, my productivity at night is nearly zero, and when I do do work, it is usually riddled with errors. I gotta get back in the groove ASAP, man.. Seems like some people are suffering from the disgusting problem of being universally disliked. As a 过来人 all I can say is, tough luck. The challenge for the unfortunate is not to be suppressed and cowed by it. After all you can't please everyone. And while I commiserate with TXP's dilemma, I am simply not up to the job. 15 years of friendship, is exactly why I don't wish to make promises that I cannot fulfill. This year is, academically, going to be a struggle, I can sense it already. Hockey is going to be tough too, because I ain't exactly qualified to be captain, so a lot of my shortcomings I'm gonna make up for using legwork/grunt-work. But wait, this ain't supposed to be a whining post. Simply put I'm already biting as much as I can chew, hopefully not already more than I can chew, and I cannot take any more and still hope to deliver. The reason this is a long post is because (a) I haven't been really talking to anyone about the "serious" stuff (b) I'm waiting for my lecture to start and (c) it's been some time since I posted. For some reason the spooky dreams are back with a vengeance. Probably something I ate.. Thankfully (or not!) the subjects are different this time round, or else I just might wake up screaming. Still, I will heartily welcome a return to placid dreams without familiar faces. Ok the lecture's starting.. so I'll start paying attention now.
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