Mental block still there. I wouldn't have anything to show tomorrow. Apologies.
I've always thought that, once I recover, I'll step back up to take my rightful place. Only now, I wonder. Everything has changed, and maybe there is no place for me anymore. Maybe there's no place for you anymore.
Of course, everything is just talk, until I do recover. Then we'll see what happens.
Things that are illogical by nature cannot be dealt with using logic. Things that are unknown will not become known through thought alone. Futile actions and futile thoughts only waste time.