Thursday, May 04, 2006 Eventful day today, received my first load of holiday work, had a nice haircut and had a really good talk with some really good friends. My haircut for the holidays is quite cool, really. Post a pic? Ah, you guys will get to see it when you get to see it. Do I really look like what's-his-name from 校园 Superstar? The one from-RI-who-is-super-unpopular-and-got-kicked-out-at-the-first-round-but-sings-quite-ok? Scary thought, that, I like to think I'm rather unique.. :P I hate being outside alone.. Because I run out of things to look at, without someone to talk to. Erm, can I impose a blanket ban on eating at Crystal Jade, pf and duane, so that i can go with you guys sometime next week? I'll try to get the car, but no promises.. Or can duane finally remember where's a fun place to go for dinner? Anyway it's just fun talking, though at times I think pf was bored.. were you? Next time we can talk more about 大长今 and anime, after I spend more time watching them :P I'm sorry you're upset.. I knew you would be, that's why I tried to keep my mouth shut and hoped things will work out by themselves.. I really tried. But it's time we stopped going round and round in circles, time for this movement to end, and the next to begin. Please get over it quickly, too. In pretty high spirits right now, it seems that I've been able to give myself a relatively clean slate to work with this time round. The letting go, the opening up, the speaking out, the moving back have all done me a fair bit of good. Just a few more loose ends to tie up, and I'll be ready to begin the rest of my life. The way I've held myself so far.. There have been moments I've been almost proud of myself, for really taking things like a man. Then there have been the moments when I've been overwhelmed, and I've looked down on myself for not taking things better. But I think I've grown older, and not because my features are more 'sunken', but because I try to imagine me from the past going through what I'm going through now (not that I haven't, some of it), and I know I would have made quite a hash of it. Definitely not the best-case ending, and not even a 'good'-case ending like this one I've salvaged for myself. Splurged a lot of money today, and even though there's the Progress Package to take care of that I really shouldn't, I have better plans for that amount of money. Lots of political talk today, but since this isn't that kind of blog, I'm going to refrain from commenting here. Yes, this is an air-my-grievances-and-make-silly-mundane-posts kind of blog, what else did you think it was? :P Hmm maybe I'll take a pic of my new hairdo, else my mom wouldn't get to see it, and wouldn't be able to replicate it!
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