The Human Instrumentality Project

Thursday, March 02, 2006

Feeling a little low tonight.. For no good reason, as usual. It's a vicious cycle again, because there's tons of work to do and do NOW, and I don't feel like doing it, so I feel lethargic, then I feel bad for feeling lethargic, and therefore I feel even more lethargic etc etc etc

That's why I'm blogging now. Trying to delay starting work, just for a little while more. Feel tired but don't feel like sleeping. Because sleep wouldn't solve my fatigue.

I remember someone once said, the more luck you have in love the less luck you have in gambling. I think that can be expanded to include luck in everything else, as well. It is the law of conservation of luck. Well I've been lucky to make it through the past 2 weeks with barely a scratch (except yesterday, when I scratched my finger trying to dig a straw out of a coke can). 3 mid-term tests in the midst of manic preparation for Sheares Productions and I scraped through with higher-than-expected results. I don't want to jinx myself, but if I had to choose I think I'll take the 1st-class honours, thank you very much!

Now that the hall committees are closing, captains and committee chairpersons are all busy hunting for successors for the next year. Yesterday, the Hockey captain talked to me about becoming Hockey captain next year. He asked me to give him an answer by tomorrow night. Even though it looks as if there'll be no more Hockey IHG next year, the sports captains' interview is next week and someone has to take over Hockey. Although, if Hockey is abolished in favour of floorball next year, the post of Hockey captain will just evaporate, it is nevertheless a big decision to take up the captain-ship, because our captain this year has set the standards real high, and the pressure will be on me to do even better than he did. That's why I'm very hesitant about taking up the role. But I do want to do something for the team, do something to avenge the humiliating defeats we suffered this year (which were partly my fault, for under-performing), and there's no better way than to lead the team. I need some opinions here..

Did anyone know that you can actually see the sea from the Arts canteen? I suddenly miss the beach, miss the SeaEx during OBS, miss the salty smell of the sea, the gentle mummur of the waves. Anyone fancy a trip to the beach?


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