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Wednesday, February 08, 2006 I'm a little amazed at myself, at how I've grown and matured in the past year. I passed the stress test and I'm rather proud of myself for that. It's been a most eventful 5 days! So my neighbour is moving out of hall tomorrow.. He waited until last night to break the news to me.. Family problems, he said. That makes him the second person I know to move out this semester because of 'family problems'. I'm gonna miss him terribly.. Still in some shock over the news.. Looks like I'll have to do another purge and rollback operation, so soon after the last one, too. People I'm close to move out, one after another.. YQ and R aren't staying this sem, Cling, B, EP and JL are not staying next year, and now Aik's moving out.. Looks like next year's gonna be a bleak year in hall.. Sigh If you're interested in someone, would you tell him/her about people you're interested in, and about people who are interested in you? Just curious, really. It's something I don't want to burden myself with right now. 3 weeks from production, and the play at its current stage is still 见不得光. And what really irks me is that it's the main committee, the exco, who're doing a lot of stuff, which is the responsibilities of the sub-committees. Some people need to be boxed around the ears and asked not-so-nicely to please wake up their ****ing idea. They probed my interest in becoming next year's producer but I don't want such a heavy responsibility. I know I will do a good job, it's the sacrifices I'll make that I don't want. Workload is mounting, with the promise of more work coming. Plans to really rest during the May - August holidays are scuppered, I need to work for money, am saving up for something big. Still must manage for 2 more years before that, but hopefully no more after that, though who knows what side-effects it'll have? I've heard nightmare stories about it but I think it's worth the risk. Because it can very possibly snap the chains that are holding me back right now. Driving test in one month! Do-or-die this time, I'll really hate myself if I cock up again. It's aggravating everytime I need to go somewhere in a hurry and knowing that the only thing stopping me from taking Dad's car is the lack of a license, not the lack of skill. Whoa a long post, but I tried to hold everything back for 5 days before I realised that, it just isn't me. I believe that everything happens for a reason, that in the long run everything turns out right. And that I should never stop listening to myself.
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hey hang in there~~ Looks like we all have a lot of work to do recently~~ =P well at least May isn't that far away? juz 2 more months b4 ur exams and the end of yr 1!! Time flies in uni~~
Good luck for driving k? I will be rooting for u to pass.. so.. MUST do it! :P
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Tide this through.. even if things dun turn out what u expect to be.. they'll still be the best that can be from a situation like this... :) |
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