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Monday, August 15, 2005 There is such a thing as trying too hard. And I usually fall victim to that. But it is pointless to try too hard, to worry too much, it sometimes even has negative effects. For example, studying past midnight the day before an exam is trying too hard. Going for the exam with lack of sleep results in impaired memory and linguistic abilities. The challenge, I suppose, is to learn to take things easy. Especially when things really matter a lot, that can be hard to do. Gotta keep in mind that, effort does not always equal results. Effort can balance the scales, but it can also tip the scales further. Haha I'm going crazy, that was almost like a lecture. Must have been listening to too many lately myself. Who is he? What is he trying to do? Why does he appear everywhere she is? Who is she to him, and who is he to her? Why am I asking suc questions? What do I want? Who am I to her? Who is she to me? What do I do from now on? Maybe I'm trying too hard, trying too hard to shape my fate the way I want it. However fate is not something that can be shaped directly. So I should take a step back, and let time clear some of the fog that's around us right now. But it's so hard to take it easy, when this matters so much, so much to me. I really need to know whether there is something going between us, or whether I'm just wasting my time with you. To be honest I've yet to find a girl as good as you; sometimes I wonder if I ever will. This means so much to me right now, that I can't stop myself from thinking about it, and wondering if it's just me and an over-active imagination and a over-inflated ego, to have the audacity to imagine that you actually might love me. And everytime I tell myself to wait and see, I feel the time drifting away. Meanwhile he's coming ever-closer into your life, taking leaps and bounds into tying you onto him, tying himself onto you, making himself inseparable, omni-present. I should be either taking steps, or staying away, taking steps before he draws you to him, staying away before you draw me to you (or have you already, unknowingly?). Urgh, 问世间情为何物??? 纯真 - 五月天 长长的路上我想我们是朋友 如果有期待我想最好是不说 你总是微笑的你总是不开口 世界被你掌握 月亮绕地球地球绕着太阳走 我以为世界是座宁静的宇宙 今晚的天空有一颗流星划过 在预言着什麽 在无声之中你拉起了我的手 我怎麽感觉整个黑夜在震动 耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏 星星在闪烁 你怎麽说 你心中一定有座浓雾的湖泊 任凭月光再皎洁照也照不透 你眼中闪烁湖面无边的温柔 那波光在诱惑 在无声之中你拉起了我的手 我怎麽感觉整个黑夜在震动 耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏 星星在闪烁 你会怎麽说 在无声之中你拉起了我的手 我怎麽感觉整个黑夜在震动 耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏 星星在闪烁 你会怎麽说 你已经有他就不应该再有我 世界的纯真此刻为你有迷惑 我想我应该轻轻放开你的手 我却没有力气这麽做
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