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Thursday, August 11, 2005 Reading blogs of people who are leaving soon can be quite depressing. Take heart people, it's only 4 years. Go out there and have fun. I'm sorry I cannot send everyone off, school's opened and inter-block games are beginning. I'm the Hockey captain for my block! Because I'm the only freshman who knows how to play hockey, sadly. Hall activities are slowly and steadily taking over my life. I resent that, because I have my own life outside, and I do not want to grow distant from my friends. It takes getting used to, this lack of time and lack of freedom, after so many months of doing whatever I like, meeting whoever I wish, and having the time to recuperate from the more strenuous outings. Now I have to keep an eye on the clock always, worry about getting back to hostel on time, about getting enough sleep, enough time to prepare for lessons. Had to leave on National Day before midnight, even though I wished we could talk longer, spend more time together. Didn't make it for the run this morning with XL. Sorry! I was so tired after last night, I plain forgot to set my alarm. If you hadn't called to wake me up, I'll still be asleep now. And miss my lecture and driving lesson. So I owe you one, man. Let's try to run again one of these days. I'm really tired. Even though I can make myself not look it, even not feel it myself sometimes. A few weeks ago I said I was running on reserves, now I no longer know what it is that keeps me going, keeps me on the fine edge of falling sick and collapsing from exhaustion. I keep trying to clear my commitments, so I can rest with an easy heart, but they're coming faster than I can clear them. Is this what life is going to be about for the rest of mine?
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