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Saturday, May 28, 2005 心有独钟 - 陈晓东 这种感觉从来不曾有 左右每天思绪 每一次呼吸 心被占据 却苦无医 是你让我着了迷 给了甜蜜又保持距离 而你潇洒来去 玩爱情游戏 我一天天失去勇气 偏偏难了难忘记 单单为你心有独钟 因为爱过才知情多浓 浓得发痛在心中 痛全是感动 我是真的真的与众不同 真正为你心有独钟 因为有你世界变不同 笑我太傻太懵懂 或爱得在太重 只能相信我自己 能永远对你心独钟 My brain is working all the time, even when I sleep. Rarely does a night go by without dreams, and not all of them are pleasant. I wish I could just switch my cerebrum off, even if for a while, because I'm so, so tired. On the bright side, I'm going blading tomorrow! Haven't bladed for almost a month.. It's so fascinating as I watch myself improve with every session. Soon maybe I can use my blades the way EP uses his bicycle, as a island-wide mode of transport! I miss ying terribly. So terrible the urge to call, to hear her voice. So hard to hold back, to exercise some self-control and not go stark raving mad. Even visualising keeping all the love into that ornate little chest in a corner of my heart, and locking it with a big lock, ain't helping now. But I so so so want this to go right, I want this to be the one. Still it hurts so bad that I just want to give up, to cry it all out once and for all then forget she ever existed. But every time I think back to those 9 days, I tell myself "No, I mustn't give up yet". Not till I'm sure. Because the reward is too large not to gamble.
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