The Human Instrumentality Project

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

Exactly 2 months till I'm out of the army. I've begun making lists of things to do and things to buy once I begin clearing my leave. There is so much excitement and anticipation! I'm sure the rest of the guys are also busy making their own plans.

But I will miss the platoon. For one rare time in my life I get along well with everybody, from platoon commander to men, and I will miss them as individuals and as a platoon, joking and working and sweating and cursing together.

This seems to be forming a recurring theme in recent posts, a yearning for civilian and university life yet a tinge of sadness at leaving the army, leaving behind what for 2 years has been our world.

If my camp allowed cameras I will take lots of photos, dozens and dozens of them, because photos do not just form a visual image, they are a catalyst for an entire experience. Looking at old photos, I can also smell, hear, feel and even taste the memories that they unlock.

My platoon 2IC showed me the photos he took during a trip to Bangkok with his girlfriend. These photos hold, for him, the key to the memories of a wonderful trip, filled with joy and happiness and love, and he was smiling sweetly as he showed them one by one to me on his digital camera.

I should have something to remind me of my 2 years in the army, too. Something more than the drab photos posed for a professional photographer.

I'll bring in a camera on my last day. These memories are too precious to spend eternity locked away in a forgotten corner of my mind.


Comments:
ORD lo~~!! (i say for u one... =P)

hey u are making me miss my own army life... (army... note... NOT airforce...) hahahhaa~~
 
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