The Human Instrumentality Project

Thursday, May 27, 2004

Did an interesting little test today... Here are the results:

Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results
Warmth |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Intellect ||||||||||||||| 46%
Emotional Stability |||||||||||| 34%
Aggressiveness ||||||||||||||| 46%
Liveliness ||||||||||||||| 42%
Dutifulness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Social Assertiveness ||||||||| 30%
Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Paranoia |||||| 14%
Abstractness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Introversion |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Anxiety ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Openmindedness ||||||||||||||| 42%
Independence |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Perfectionism ||||||||||||||| 42%
Tension |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Take Free 16pf based Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com


Rather accurate, I must say. Try it for yourself.

I apologise for not posting for so long. There've been days when I feel like posting, but on those days I either get home late and tired, or my brother's using the computer, or I'll find some other excuse/reason not to blog. And I do not like blogging about yesterday's events, after I've had time to process them in my head. Such posts will not accurately reflect what I feel, rather they'll reflect what I've decided to feel. Sounds confusing? I think most people with blogs of their own will understand what I mean.

Plodding on with life, task after task after task, and I just do them, and steal a few moments of rest, then it's off to the next one. Yet when I'm home I do not give myself any rest, as though I trying to tire myself out on purpose. At home it's games, or books, or newspapers, with no time allocated to rest. I'm trying to lead a double life, spending as much time on my own pursuits as I've had in the past, and therefore sacrificing sleep time, rest time. But there're so many things to do outside of work. Others live like that as well, spending their rest time pursuing their own interests, returning to the office in the morning to lie sprawled across their tables, sound asleep.

There are still times when I long to see her again, even if from a distance, just to know that she's well and happy. A sadness wells up in me, born of regret at losing at least a worthy friend. But she is out of my life, and I've never been in hers. I trust to the heavens that a wonderful girl like her will have a blessed life, full of joy and laughter.


Comments:
get what you mean...we can't help but sound contrived to ourselves when we blog for the sake of blogging. but perhaps it's not all about emotions
 
Post a Comment
My friends

PostSecret
Sheares Hall Acers
Jiaqi
Purple^
Xuan
Mystiara
KH
jiunwei
Alvinny


archives

February 2004
March 2004
April 2004
May 2004
June 2004
July 2004
August 2004
September 2004
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
June 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010
October 2010
November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
May 2011
November 2011
December 2011
January 2012
March 2012
April 2012
May 2012
June 2012
July 2012
September 2012
January 2013
February 2013
March 2013
April 2013
May 2013
August 2013
September 2013
February 2014


This page is powered by Blogger. Isn't yours?