Thursday, May 27, 2004 Did an interesting little test today... Here are the results:
personality tests by similarminds.com Rather accurate, I must say. Try it for yourself. I apologise for not posting for so long. There've been days when I feel like posting, but on those days I either get home late and tired, or my brother's using the computer, or I'll find some other excuse/reason not to blog. And I do not like blogging about yesterday's events, after I've had time to process them in my head. Such posts will not accurately reflect what I feel, rather they'll reflect what I've decided to feel. Sounds confusing? I think most people with blogs of their own will understand what I mean. Plodding on with life, task after task after task, and I just do them, and steal a few moments of rest, then it's off to the next one. Yet when I'm home I do not give myself any rest, as though I trying to tire myself out on purpose. At home it's games, or books, or newspapers, with no time allocated to rest. I'm trying to lead a double life, spending as much time on my own pursuits as I've had in the past, and therefore sacrificing sleep time, rest time. But there're so many things to do outside of work. Others live like that as well, spending their rest time pursuing their own interests, returning to the office in the morning to lie sprawled across their tables, sound asleep. There are still times when I long to see her again, even if from a distance, just to know that she's well and happy. A sadness wells up in me, born of regret at losing at least a worthy friend. But she is out of my life, and I've never been in hers. I trust to the heavens that a wonderful girl like her will have a blessed life, full of joy and laughter.
Comments:
get what you mean...we can't help but sound contrived to ourselves when we blog for the sake of blogging. but perhaps it's not all about emotions
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